2nd 5k... Yes really.

So ever since I haven't run much since the first one... Today I am still driving to Dallas to do my 2nd 5k. I'm kinda disappointed I'm not in any better shape that the last one. I mean I WANT to make time to do it. I just don't know how and keep my kids in activities. They don't do over kill or anything but 2 kids in one sport each semester and schoo work and my full time nurse job. Where's the time for me to make time? Taking away sleep is the only way. I know there's a way I just have to find it. I need help finding it and starting it!! Help! But at least I'm going today. And being with my sister and new friends. This is what I need in my life!!! It's what's missing.